| well people I decided to get a new Xanga site ... I am now tillseptemberends ....I just needed to start something new ....yay for turning over a new leaf :)....so yeah...I'll keep this one up for awhile ...but I won't check it as much though ...sorry .. |
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| so I am here in Gulfport Mississippi and it is sweltering hot and I am covered in bug bites...and sunburnt ...well at least the pain is worth it because I would do anything for these people down here . The destruction is terrible , a lot worse than what I expected . Our group has done so much ..we've made it more livable for these people and by the look on their faces and the many blessings they have bestowed upon us .. it is all worth to see them smiling again. The work has been extremely hard but for the lord it is worth the sickness and heat.
those in Indiana...well I envy you because it's nice and cool down there ... I don't like the heat anymore ...lol |
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| sometimes I wonder ........ I still feel this grief , a sadness that seems to control . I am renewed yet I am suffering....WHY? because it is his will... I am sensitive and scarred , I pick up on things that some people don't seem to notice ... details are the authority in my life .... unfortuantly .... I am consumed by imperfection and a wanting to be noticed....noticed for what though? I am meek , a quiet little mouse that hides in the corner... I occasionally speak ... these words though are more formulated than they use to be .... what's in my heart does not always come out of my mouth...... will I ever be good enough? Yes I am slow.....my mind is capable but yet my soul is still battered .. will I ever rise above the world and it's opinion of me .... I do not know...all I can say is it's in GOD'S hands..... My intelligence lacks charisma , which I really don't care ...because I want to be accepted for I am.... I know that I am just child among my friends ... I lack maturity ....my child like faith though keeps me close to HIM but yet my flesh wants to pull away.....
I am a thrifty
short haired Women
no longer a girl
yet I still have
a CHILD LIKE
persona
my feet still drag
my mind still daydreams
in my world though
flowers wilt
the sky is like an
oil painting
blotchy and black
as night
thick
with Mold
but
through this Darkness
there is Light
I am just going through
the STORM |
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| "Awake , O sleeper,
rise up from the dead,
and CHRIST will give you light"
May your roots go down deep into the soil of God's marvelous love. And may you have the power to understand , as all God's people should, how wide, how long, how deep his love really is .
Ephesians 3:17-18 |
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I thought these were pretty funny when I saw them on LibranPoetess xanga...they are so very true!!! ... and I am making fun of myself ...yay!
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